A Gentle Question - Why?

I watched a major league pitcher serve up a ball to a sure-fire home run hitter—a hanging curve right up there in the strike zone—a hitter’s dream. As the pitcher watched his offering disappear into oblivion the camera caught the frustration on his face and his mouthing the one word, “Why?” over and over again. “Why? Why?" In other words, "Why did I throw that pitch?”

As discouraging as it was I’m sure he got over it. But it occurs to me that we all face serious Why questions. And these are Why questions not quickly gotten over; questions that can haunt us throughout life, at death, even into eternity. For Christians it might well be the unspeakably painful Why of a life wasted by disobedience. I’m thinking of the times God showed us His leading and we said, “No.” We had a better idea.

God used a tract to move missionary James Fraser to a life of obedience in Burma. It asked: "If our Master returned today to find millions of people not evangelized, and looked—as of course He would look—to us for an explanation, I cannot imagine what explanation we should have to give. Of one thing I am certain, that most of the excuses we are accustomed to make with such good conscience now, we shall be wholly ashamed of then."

The last sentence haunts me. It means that there will be no defense. No justifying. No other word for our disobediences. No excuse will stand and we will be “wholly ashamed.”

That’s one very big, WHY.”

Does it haunt you? For many it means nothing. Maybe because they believe there can be no regrets once we die. However, I think that our good conscience excuses help explain why North America no longer leads in world missions. It is also why almost 7,000 unreached people groups number more than 50% of the world population.

Closer to home, excuses might account for neighbors, family members, and coworkers who are still unsaved. Or it might help to explain why agencies like TEAMS cannot find missionary home staff and why there is so little interest in career missionary opportunities—little interest but plenty of those good conscience excuses. And sadly, they are excuses that any thoughtful person should be wholly ashamed of now—not to mention then, when Jesus might finally ask us His own Why question.

When Isaiah (6:8) offered himself in response to God’s Who question—”Who will go?”—he never again had to worry about the Why question. Know that God is still asking that question and He will continue to do so until that Day—the Day He finally asks it one last time.